Have you ever been so scared you’re going to lose something that you really don’t want to lose? Personally, I think about losing things a lot. I have so many great things in my life and I’m scared that one day I’m going to get too annoying or needy and my friends, who I love, are going to leave. I understand that I can be mean and give off a vibe that I don’t like you, but I’m going through a lot of stuff in my life right now. Which I know that doesn’t give me the right to treat people like crap but I can only fake smile for so long.