Have you ever been so scared you’re going to lose something that you really don’t want to lose? Personally, I think about losing things a lot. I have so many great things in my life and I’m scared that one day I’m going to get too annoying or needy and my friends, who I love, are going to leave. I understand that I can be mean and give off a vibe that I don’t like you, but I’m going through a lot of stuff in my life right now. Which I know that doesn’t give me the right to treat people like crap but I can only fake smile for so long.
“Man thinking black and white” by PXHERE is licensed under CC0 1.0
Spiced Watermelon 
This is a really good post and I really relate to this. I think sometimes we all can give off a bad vibe when we’re going through things. I hope things get better for you!!
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The image really adds to this piece. I think secretly we all fear that we will drive people away, and the way you expressed this emotion feels very real.
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I completely understand, you definitely are not alone. If they are true friends; just let them know what is going on and they will support you through everything no matter what 🙂
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